An artists journey

Category: Attitude

  • Curiosity

    Curiosity

    I admit, I am consumed with curiosity. It drives a lot of what I do. It strongly pulls me in different directions. More and more I see that it is curiosity that drives a lot of my creativity.

    This is an update of an article I wrote in 2020.

    Curiosity

    What is curiosity, really? Is it a learned skill or an inherent personality trait? Is it good or bad?

    Dictionary.com says it is “the desire to learn or know about anything; inquisitiveness”. That is a good start. Like any large concept, there is a lot more depth to it than we get from a short statement.

    I like that it is presented as a “desire”. There is a longing. Something burns inside you that causes you to pursue things. A variety of things. You never know where it will lead you.

    Inquisitiveness is a great word, too. It implies exploration, searching, investigating. Curiosity is the basis of learning. I mean real learning, not what passes for it in our education system. Learning comes from wanting to know about something and working to figure it out.

    I am no authority, but my observation is that some people have a greater tendency to curiosity than others, but it is a skill that most people could develop. If they really want to. Most little kids seem to burn with curiosity, but life, upbringing, and our education system tends to beat it out of most people.

    Educational researcher Edmund Duncan says that by age 10 or 11 most kids have stopped asking questions and by 25 less than 2% can think outside the box. Recent findings say that of Americans age 45-54, 60.9% have not read a book in the last year. This is concerning. Actually, it is terrifying.

    Fabric covered head©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Afflicted

    In one of his books, Jonathan Kellerman has a character say “Most people aren’t overly afflicted with curiosity. It separates the creative and the tormented from the rest of the pack.” I think he has captured the idea very well. But does being afflicted with curiosity imply we are tormented?

    There is a well-known stereotype of the semi-crazed starving artist. Like many stereotypes, it has some grains of truth but generally is not an accurate model.

    The starving artist? Well, yes, most artists are starving unless they have another means of support. Unless they become the one in a thousand who is so good at not only art but marketing and sales that they can carve out a reputation and make good money.

    But the tormented, half crazed artist? I don’t think I have ever met one. And I know quite a few artists in various mediums. Probably van Gogh is the prototype of the image. But, well, he had issues that were not directly related to being an artist.

    So, I dispute that the curious are either tormented or afflicted. It seems to me that the curious are generally happier and more content than others.

    Dog backpack?©Ed Schlotzhauer

    What is “not curious”

    Sorry, I can’t even picture what it would be like to not be curious. I think of Sherlock’s quote in the great BBS series “Sherlock”:

    Dear God. What is it like in your funny little brains? It must be so boring.

    Unlike Sherlock, I’m not trying to be arrogant or insulting, It’s just so far from me that I really can’t imagine it.

    Being curious and researching it ☺, some traits of the incurious seem to be:

    • Sticking to their comfort zone
    • Being resistant to change
    • Not seizing opportunities
    • Not living a passionate life. They seem to move through life with few ups or downs.
    • Little personal growth and development

    This is horrifying to me. Of course, we all feel safer in our comfort zone, and we all resist change, but the downsides of giving in to that are too costly to accept. At least, for me.

    The items on this list that resonate most with me (most irritate me?) are no passion and no personal growth. Society today disguises activity as passion. You were not “passionate” about going to a concert last weekend. You may have been excited, and it was probably a lot of fun, but you were still just a spectator. In the same way you can’t be passionate about a Disney ride. It is all manufactured sensation. The person in the next car gets the same experience. Passion come from doing something through your own effort, often something creative.

    Giant flamingos, in Colorado.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    It doesn’t matter at all if you are a “success” or a “failure” at what you do. What matters is that you put yourself into it and gave it your best shot.

    And I cannot understand why a person would go through even a day without learning something new, improving some skill, or at least meditating. Not improving yourself would be like spending all day sitting and watching TV.

    Curious photography

    Enough ranting. We’re supposed to be talking about our journey as artists. How does curiosity relate to that?

    Among all its other benefits, curiosity helps to keep our work moving on in new directions. It is too easy to get trapped by the past, especially if we have had a little success. Do you feel you are known as the bird photographer or the portrait photographer or the food photographer? Does that fence you in mentally, making you feel like you must keep trying to repeat past successes?

    Curiosity can help lead you to new interests, or new ways to imagine what you used to do. Use a different lens. Go somewhere new. Do a personal project in a different genre. Try intentional camera movement (ICM) or long exposures or black & white.

    These are not just for the sake of doing something different (although that helps). Making a change in how you normally work helps you see things in a new way. It fractures some of the mental channels we unconsciously flow in, our comfort zone.

    Terra Incognita©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Intelligent curiosity

    It is said that being curious involves asking “what if” about things you are doing. This is true, but it should not be a mindless, random process. The what ifs are based on knowledge and an intelligent assessment of possibilities.

    Chemists may discover useful new compounds while mixing unlikely components. But they also have knowledge and training that informs them that certain things tend to go boom when mixed. So, unless boom is part of what they are looking for, they would avoid things they know to be dangerous and impractical.

    Now, our photography doesn’t usually react so dramatically, but still, not everything we might could do is realistic. For instance, wandering alone at night through a bad section of town to get some gritty urban shots may not be a good idea. Hanging out over a cliff to get a new perspective may not be intelligent unless you have taken safety precautions.

    But they are in the right spirit.

    No Photographers©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Practice it

    I am sure curiosity can be developed and enhanced, even if we think we don’t have a curious bone in our body. After all, you are reading this.

    Curiosity is an attitude of wanting to know more, to discover what will happen if I try this. Read encouraging material (like this ☺). Find instructors who lift you and watch their videos. Not to imitate them, but to be inspired. Go to museums and galleries and art shows. It will give you new insights. Put down your camera and read a biography of a historical figure.

    But most fundamentally, practice, practice, practice. Yes, practice curiosity. When you go out shooting, determine to do at least one thing different, even if you don’t think it will make good pictures. Practice a mindfulness where you really look at what is around you. When you have a question about something, research it. Google can be useful occasionally. And take side trips to related things that tweak your curiosity. New ideas will be sparked.

    I will confess that I go back to pre-internet days. When I was a kid, I had to look up things in an Encyclopedia. Do you know what those are? It was one of the greatest things I could have done. Sure, I found what I was looking for to complete the school report. But the real benefit and excitement was all the interesting things I found along the way. That was an advantage of having to flip through pages of a book rather than having an algorithm take me directly to the answer I was looking for. I found unexpected treasures. And it helped make me more curious.

    What are you curious about?

    What are you curious about? Look at it like this: what are 2 new things you have learned or tried this week?

    Wanting to be curious without doing anything about it does not get you there. Like most things, it takes action to make it real.

    Let me give a few curiosity related highlights from my last week. Not to make it sound like I am something special. Just to give you some encouragement.

    • Took a video class on live audio mixing
    • Took a class on selling to wholesalers.
    • Watched 2-3 video classes on Photoshop and Lightroom techniques
    • Did some ICM photography for the first time in a long time.
    • I saw some opportunities to composite some of my images and did some experimenting.
    • Put together a submission for a gallery show (if you want to evaluate your work, force yourself to edit down to a very small number of images in a portfolio).
    • Go out 5 days with my camera and 1 lens, challenging myself to be mindful and find fresh material in the same old locations.
    • Read an online photography magazine
    • Read about Theodore Roosevelt’s early political experiences and his time out west.
    • I wrote this blog, which I consider being curious about curiosity.

    That is just some I can remember. I don’t consider this very special. It is basically a typical week.

    Out the window - through a beer glass.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Just do it

    Curiosity is a learned behavior and a practice. Don’t think you are curious? Maybe you just haven’t given in to it for too long. Go back to being like you were as a kid. Be curious about everything. Ask questions and, now that you are an adult, learn how to answer them. It will keep you young. But it is not just about finding answers. The exploration is at least as important. It takes you outside the familiar and teases you with new things to be curious about.

    I firmly believe curiosity is a path to creativity. It has never worked well for me to say ,”I’m going to be creative today.” But I have often been stimulated by curiosity to follow new ideas to new ends.

    “I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious.” – Albert Einstein

  • Go to a Forest, Again

    Go to a Forest, Again

    Go to a forest. It is good for you in many ways and it can benefit your photography. I say “again” because I wrote about this before, but it has been over 4 years and I decided to update my thoughts.

    Forest Bathing

    I am a believer in what is called forest bathing. This was my practice before I ever heard the term.

    Some research shows that just being in a forest, experiencing the sights, sounds, smells, and feel of nature will improve our physical and mental health.

    Forests are a magnet for me. Every place I travel to, I try to get out into the local forests. The different trees are special to me and are refreshing, each in their own way.

    My previous article talked a lot about forest bathing, but it is not just an idea. We can’t just put it on our to do list and try to fit it in somewhere, maybe as we listen to a podcast.

    Spreading oak branches.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Silent Walk

    Just being in a forest is not magically going to make all our problems go away. Actually, nothing is going to magically make them go away. Things like forest bathing can help. Some people are proposing a parallel stress reducing plan called silent walking.

    We seem so totally controlled by our technology these days that it can even impact our forest experience. To get the most from the forest exposure, or any calming moment, we have to unplug.

    To get the benefits of being in the forest, we have to actually be there in the forest, physically and mentally. Leave the distractions behind. It is great that you love your music, but when you are in the forest, leave your headphones behind. Listen to the birds and the wind in the trees. Hear the sound of the river flowing by. And it is not a time for your run. That is great to do for exercise some other time, but try just taking it easy. Relax. Set a slow pace. This is a time to unwind.

    Promise yourself you will not pick up your phone while you are in the forest. Except maybe to take a picture. But them put it back away and don’t post the picture until later.

    Benefits

    Here are some benefits of being in nature as noted in an article quoting Allison Chase, PhD, CEDS-S, Regional Clinical Director at Pathlight Mood & Anxiety Center in Austin, Texas. She is more gentle and articulate than I am.

    “Spending time in nature, with more serene and slower paced stimuli, can be very calming to the nervous system, where stress and cortisol levels are impacted.”

    But to get this result, it requires being completely present. “The key is to slow down and take in the environment and its natural beauty,” which also helps the body calm down. “Without the input of screens and other modern or electronic stimuli, one’s brain [aka neurons] can calm down. This slows down the entire body to be more calm and relaxed.”

    Additionally, nature itself can be a great boost for your overall wellbeing. “Nature offers stimuli that can impact a number of senses, [such as] touch, sound and smell,” adds Chase. “Whenever our senses can be heightened in a healthy, positive, serene way, it is always good for the body and brain.” In fact, a study in Environmental health and preventive medicine found that forest bathing significantly lowered blood pressure and reduced negative moods.

    Stark, bare aspen tree. Chaos of branches.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Mindfulness

    This sounds a lot like mindfulness to me. Imagine that.

    I’m not a formal practitioner of mindfulness, but I believe my secular practice of it has great value. It seems I recommend it a lot in my writings.

    And I will continue to recommend it. In our fast paced, high stress, over scheduled world it can help bring us back to a healthy state.

    Find your place

    I’m lucky. My house is about 10 miles from the edge of the Rocky mountains. In abut 20 minutes I can be in the mountains and forests. That is one of my happy places.

    But not living next to a National Forest does not exclude you. As a matter of fact, I do not go up into the National Forest nearly as much as the time I spend in the parks and natural areas in my town. You probably live near parks and open spaces, too. Use them. Don’t ignore the good even if we can’t have the best.

    I have come to believe it is our intent and our approach that makes the difference in what we get from our time. If we go out with the intent to slow down, calm our mind, and take in the environment with most of our senses, it will happen. If we just go for exercise, well, we will just get exercise.

    Leaning trees.©Ed Schlotzhuaer

    Get out there

    As I write this, spring is emerging in much of the country. Many of us are waking up, stretching, and resolving to get out and start taking pictures again.

    Do it.

    I hope there is nothing hindering you from picking up your camera, heading out to your local park, and getting back into nature. Or, optionally, leave the camera. Just experience the outdoors again. It is good for you

    A couple of days ago while wandering through a local natural area I saw 2 sights that made me feel good. A middle aged woman wearing a backpack was approaching me going the opposite direction. I wondered if she was another photographer, since I carry my camera in a backpack. As I got closer I saw that she was on oxygen. She had a tube under her nose going back to a tank, presumably, in the pack.

    In the other case, I came on a woman making her way along the trail using a walker. This was a gravel trail, not paved, so I assume it was work for her.

    Both of these ladies were quite a ways away from the closest parking lot. I thought they were awesome and encouraging. They were making a determined effort to get out in nature despite some hindrances.

    What is keeping you from doing it? Really.

    Get back out there.

    Forest bathing hack

    Everybody seems to want a quick way to hack the system. OK. Here is your hack for forest bathing, again from Allison Chase.

    1. Find your sanctuary

    Look for a local park, nature preserve or even your own backyard if it boasts a decent tree coverage. Find a place that feels calming and allows you to disconnect from everyday life. This also means silencing your phone and tucking it away.

    2. Slow down and savor

    Forest bathing isn’t a race. Meander along a path at a leisurely pace, allowing yourself to truly appreciate the sights and sounds around you. Take slow, deliberate breaths of the fresh air. You can even stop and sit under a shade tree for a while. Your session doesn’t have to be long — aim for 30 minutes to start.

    3. Engage your senses

    Don’t just look — touch, smell, listen and really see everything around you. Take note of the soft aroma of fresh blooms, how freshly-cut grass feels against your bare feet or the vibrant colors of a passing butterfly. If worries or negative thoughts start to creep into your mind, gently guide your thoughts back to the present and the beauty surrounding you.

    Layers and layers©Ed Schlotzhauer

    On photography

    Mostly I have talked about the general mental and physical benefits of being in nature. I believe there are benefits for photography also.

    Being in a forest refreshes us and awakens our senses. It is invigorating. If we are better physically we have more stamina and are more capable of getting out for photo shoots.

    And if we are calmer and less stressed we can better apply our creativity to our art. The more hindrances we can remove, the more we can focus on our art.

    Forest bathing leads to mindfulness. Mindfulness leads to more creativity.

    Note on the pictures selected

    I deliberately selected black & white images for my forest pictures today. There are 2 basic reasons. One, I really love b&w. Two, I want to make a subtle point that the benefits of being in a forest are not reserved just for what we think of as “peak” comfortable, colorful summer and fall times. The forests have benefits for me all year, in all of its moods and weather.

  • Photography is Human

    Photography is Human

    Photography is a human activity. It is by humans and for humans. Why else would anything you call art be done?

    By humans

    Photography is a uniquely human product, as is all art. Humans have an innate desire to record and to express. We preserve memories or pour out what we feel or even just want to make something “pretty” or significant.

    No other creature feels a need to produce lasting works of visual art.

    I do not believe it is just because we have opposable thumbs or have mastered tool making. It is much deeper than that.There is something we feel and have to express. We want to leave some record of our passage through this life.

    And this is a near universal, spontaneous need. It just comes out because we are human.

    Bridge beams over river©Ed Schlotzhauer

    For humans

    Who do we create art for? Isn’t it always and only for humans?

    There is no need to make a large landscape mural for your dog. He will not appreciate it. He may be your best friend, even almost a surrogate child, but he won’t even notice the art you created for him.

    But don’t assume quantity of views is a valid measure of worth, or that we have failed unless we have public showings attracting large numbers of people. I am an example of that. I have had showings, but I am clear that my main audience is myself. That is, ultimately, I am the one who gets to approve my art. But, then, I am a human. My art is for humans.

    I believe you can have a rewarding satisfaction of being an artist even if you only show your work to a select set of friends. The value of our art should not be measured in the amount of publicity we get or the number of collectors holding our work.

    I love it when other people see my work. Some are even kind enough to make encouraging comments. That is a kind of connection and validation. It feels good since it comes from humans.

    Old photo. Torn up but re-assembled.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Uniquely human

    Humans create art for other humans. We are the only creatures who can value or even recognize it. Unlike your dog, people can be touched by an image. Viewing it can translate to multiple feelings and emotions in another human.

    Animals don’t create art. Fish don’t either. Only humans. We have a need to create.

    If we visited some tribes making cave art in France 20,000 years ago and asked them why they did it, what do you think they would say? I doubt they would say they were decorating the cave so that when they moved out and a bear moved in, it would be happier. No, they would probably just say they felt a need to create and to record events and to establish aspirational goals for younger people to follow. And because they liked it. That is human.

    Whenever we live and wherever we go we feel the need to paint on our walls.

    The largest AI model might, with good prompts, make a picture that would be acceptable for some uses. But it could never step back and look at it with satisfaction and think “Wow, i like that”.

    Birds flocking in the snow.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Not just taking pictures

    To be clear, I am only talking about photography intended to be art. What is often called fine art photography. There are other kinds.

    I guess that most of the photographic images captured daily are taken by machines. Try to picture the vast amount of automatically captured imagery. Police surveillance cameras on every corner, speed cameras, security cameras on every business and house, dash cams, body cams, Google Street View captures. More than we can probably imagine.

    There must be millions of hours of video and millions of still images captured by robots every day. However, none of those robots are emotionally attached to the images. The machines did not feel excitement or sadness or awe when they “looked” at any of the frames. They did not feel anything. And the machines did not take the images with the goal of causing happiness or warmth or longing or any other emotion in human viewers.

    Those automatically captured images are not art, and they are not for humans, really. Some may be used by humans for a particular purpose, but none of it is printed and framed and hung on their wall to be called art.

    Rusty chair, shadows at sunset©Ed Schlotzhauer

    First, live life

    Before we are artists, we are humans. In life we experience joy and success and sadness and loss. We grow from these experiences. Our values and life views develop. It gives us a point of view. Sharing this point of view is called art.

    Don’t photograph just to be technically perfect. That is shallow and dead. Photography is a beautifully technical craft. Technical skill is required to make an interesting image, but it does not by itself make an image great. Machines can do technical perfection.

    Don’t photograph to “make art”. That is a false goal. Photography is a perfectly valid art form. However, if we don’t have anything to say, we will say that. Make images that are art because you are an artist and have feelings or a view that you want to share with your viewers.

    Photography that is art comes from life. Living and experiencing is something only a human can do. Don’t give up your humanity to machines or algorithms. Live the life only you can live. Be who only you can be. Let it come through in your images.

    It’s not about metrics or hits or any other numbers. It is about you seeing and expressing something and being able to help other people to see and feel it too.

    Postscript

    Steven Levy of Wired Magazine recently gave the Commencement talk at Temple University. A topic on graduates minds is will they lose their jobs to AI. Steven addressed this and had what I consider an insightful observation.

    In his conclusion he said “The lords of AI are spending hundreds of billions of dollars to make their models think LIKE accomplished humans. You have just spent four years at Temple University learning to think AS accomplished humans. The difference is immeasurable.”

    You are a human. Art is a human activity. Only you can make art.

  • Acceptance

    Acceptance

    Some people are detailed planners for a shoot. Some go out with an attitude of acceptance, ready to work with what they find. Which is best?

    Planning can achieve great results

    Some people love planning and are good at it. I will totally admit that there are occasions where it is necessary and appropriate.

    Chris Weston (sorry, this is a subscription site; I asked, but they could not provide a way for me to give you access to this lesson for free) tells of a time on assignment when he had a very special shot in mind. Lions hunting at night under the stars. By planning it out in detail, even sketching the final shot, he knew what lens to use, how many flashes to use and where, where to set up, and what direction to aim the camera to get the milky way positioned as he wanted. It worked and he got his desired shot. But even then it took 6 days. Not because it took many tries to get it, but because he had to wait for the new moon so the stars would be optimum.

    It was a unique and interesting shot. I applaud his persistence and hard work. Yes, and even his planning. But it is not the way i work. I don’t do National Geographic or book assignments where a certain result is needed. I accept the scene I’m given and try to make it the best I can.

    Mountain lake at sunrise©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Not negative

    Acceptance may be a negative word to some people. It could imply a type of fatalism. A form of low standards and values, where you are willing to settle for anything. Like, you are not worthy. Or you are not the kind of person who should expect to receive good things. Or maybe it’s not worth trying for something better. Poor me. Eeyore.

    Don’t go there. I encourage you to take a different meaning. View acceptance as a kind of peace and contentment. In the context of photography, I mean it to be a mindful encounter with our subject or scene. One where we are willing and able to look at it honestly and evaluate it for what it is. Once you accept it, you can more fully see its story. You might discover something unexpected. And you are free to reinterpret it according to the story you want to tell with it. But it is important to get our biases out of the way first.

    Seeing it for what it is releases us from assumptions and expectations that could hold us back. We see the flaws, but also the possibilities.

    Dead tree in snow. Bent, broken, but still trying to stand.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Acceptance gets more results

    I hear people complaining about not getting the great shot they had planned because conditions were not what they anticipated and planned for. That is sad. I empathize with them, because it has happened to me.

    I sometimes still go out with expectations in mind. That is a trap, but it is natural and I’m not immune. For example, it being winter here as I write this, I went out shooting today with images in mind of nice ice shapes along the river. Well, it snowed a couple of days ago and most of the ice is covered up. And it is warmer today and some of the ice has melted. Not what I had in mind.

    Having a fixed expectation in mind is like a filter. Our mind obediently screens out everything else that is not what we are looking for. So we are disappointed because we did not see any good picture possibilities.

    But there’s a different reaction we can take to a situation like this. We could say to our self “Bummer, the conditions I wanted are not there. But let’s see what is there and what I can do with it.” I believe if we take a mindful attitude we can discover new points of view, even on an iconic scene.

    Accept what you see and make your images to the highest level of quality you know how to do. Compose each frame as if it was the most important image you have ever shot. It might be.

    And peace

    A hidden benefit of having an accepting attitude is that it can bring us peace and joy. Rather than getting frustrated and walking away we can launch into a productive session exploring what we discover. We turn disappointment into joy and contentment. Most likely, we come away with unexpected images we like. Some may even make it into our portfolio.

    Happiness springs from a clear-minded engagement with the present moment

    Gary Buzzard

    Changing our attitude and turning a disappointment into a joy is a good thing. Even if the pictures aren’t great, isn’t the good feeling worth it?

    This is a benefit I don’t hear talked about for mindfulness. When we are mindful, we are looking for the opportunity, the good, the fresh. That is beneficial to our life and attitude.

    And we can get some interesting pictures.

    So is detailed planning or spontaneity best? That’s up to you. It depends on your personality and your needs. But whichever you choose, I recommend keeping a mindful attitude of acceptance. You will enjoy yourself more and discover some new images you did not have in mind.

    An interpretation of my feelings for Trail Ridge Road©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Today’s image

    This is an example of lemons to lemonade. We were on top of Mount Washington. I guess it was fairly typical weather for there. Completely socked in by clouds. So windy we could barely stand up. Not good photography weather.

    We were going to walk the last few feet up to the top, but conditions were so bad that I decided to not even to take my camera. Then I saw this, ran back to the car – still close luckily – got my camera and was only able to get this one shot.

    I don’t know the story. I don’t understand why it is happening. And still, years later, I wonder about it. If you know of a reason to have the dog hung on his back, please let me know. But it is one of those images i remember.

    Side note: after that, I took the camera to the top. The clouds broke for moments and I got some shots I liked. Don’t ever leave your camera behind.

  • If You Were There

    If You Were There

    One “rule” I hear about expressiveness is “is this creative, or is it the same picture anyone would take if they were there?” I struggle with this. Should I care what picture you would take if you were there?

    Obvious

    I think I understand the intent of this phrase. Most pictures are fairly obvious. At least, to the photographer.

    You come out at tunnel view in Yosemite, stop, and shoot the scene you see. You are doing the same thing and getting basically the same picture thousands of other people do every day.

    Obvious and uncreative. Yes, that is judgmental, but it is very difficult to get creative with such an iconic scene.

    As we grow in our artistic journey, we should try to avoid doing the simple and obvious thing. We should find something fresh and creative to add to the image. But at a famous icon location, good luck. It has been shot in every light and every weather.

    You might catch an eagle flying by in the foreground carrying a large fish, just as a storm breaks allowing a majestic sunbeam to light up the scene. That would stand out. Some. But wouldn’t anyone else there shoot it, too?

    I don’t see you

    But here’s one of the things: I didn’t see you there when I was shooting most of the images I like best. Maybe you chose not to be out in the sub-zero cold, or not in a remote location where few people go. I didn’t see you embarrassing yourself too, shooting photos out the window of any of my recent flights. You weren’t around when I was in the junkyard looking for interesting rusty old trucks.

    How broadly do I interpret the “if you were there” question? Do I question what a dozen other photographers would have done if they were magically transported to where I am now? I think that the fact that they are not here is significant.

    Perhaps it means that what I choose to see and give significance is part of my unique style. What I am drawn to by my own particular mindfulness.

    A fact is that there are seldom any other photographers around me when I am shooting. I guess few people care about the things that call to me.

    Pinocchio?©Ed Schlotzhauer

    On a recent trip to France we did some short tour groups part of the time. Sure, I would look at what the guide is talking about, maybe even shoot a couple of pictures to remember it. But I found myself wandering off on side trips. The light is great over here. Look at the scene down this side street. That window is interesting. Look at this ancient stone work. Occasionally I would lose the group completely and have to go try to find them. Luckily for me my wife would sometimes come looking for me. I would hate to be a guide with me in the group.

    My point is, no one else was tagging along on these side trips. It was just places and things I was being drawn to. No one else. If people had followed me, they likely would have shot some of the same things I did. But they didn’t seem to be called to do that.

    I don’t know what you would do

    Another, even bigger factor, is that I cannot predict what you would shoot, even if you were there. It has become obvious to me that I am drawn to some things most other people would ignore. And vise versa.

    If you were flipping through my portfolios you would likely be thinking to yourself “that’s weird; I wonder why he shot that”. Even if I was shooting at a location you were familiar with, you probably would say “I didn’t see that, or if I did, it did not register with me as being a picture.”

    The point being that a significant part of our personal style is our vision – what we are drawn to. What we are mindful of. Some things seem to jump out to me. Other things jump out to you.

    This is one of the reasons I don’t trust the test of “if you were there, would you shoot the same picture?” We have different interests and values. If you were standing right beside me, you may well chose to not shoot at all. Rather, you would probably get engaged by something off to the side that I ignored.

    Zig-zag shadow©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Expressiveness

    We are told that we have to add our own expression, our own point of view and feelings to distinguish our images. While I believe this, I also don’t believe it is something to worry too much about.

    If we are an artist, we have a burning need to express our view. Just do it.

    Fall in love with every frame. You are taking the picture because you love it, right? If that is genuine, it will come through. Never try to fake it. You should not have to.

    If you are an artist, you make images that express your feelings and beliefs, or at least, what interests you in a scene. If you are a businessperson, you take pictures that you calculate will make the most money. Some of us are a mix of both. Only you can set your own goals.

    Balanced between. Which path to take? Uncertain.©Ed Schlotzhauer

    Do my own thing

    So I plan to bumble along on my own path, not worrying about what other photographers may or may not do. One reason is that there seldom are any around. Another is that I believe I have a different viewpoint and value set than them.

    I’ll be the guy you see stopped along the road shooting a picture of who knows what. I’ll be the geek shooting out the window of the airplane, even at night. You may drive by and see me wandering around out in a snowstorm.

    Anything that interests me is fair game. It is the dead of winter as I write this. Today I shot up through patterns of snow on a grid what was part of a sign above a sidewalk. I shot ice patterns forming along a river. Some majestic old Cottonwood trees silhouetted against storm clouds drew me in. I did not see a single other photographer. Not even someone using a cell phone camera.

    If you were walking with me, would you have seen these things? Even if you did, would they interest you enough to shoot them? In the cold?

    Maybe. Maybe not. I’m not going to bother worrying about what interests you. I have trouble keeping up with what interests me.

    I hope you do, too.